Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Monday, June 29, 2015


cherry tree

June 6th 2015 2219

There's a question from a new person I met:
"Will you update your 'repekan'?"

I was puzzled and can't believed being asked about this trashy blog. Hehe do you feel so?
And what's making me more curious, the question surprisingly asked by someone I haven't tell anything about my social networking friends, clubs or societies.

The probability is, he googled my name used for that particular application. And came across the word "bp" and voila! Found my blog, and other apps I'm using and all the bla2 appeared when you googled my mainstream username. Aah I use it for almost everything.

June 29th 2015 1412

It's kind of scary when somebody do that to you. Especially somebody you just knew. 

But through time. 

It's kind of exciting when you knew somebody is following you closely. Especially if you feel comfortable towards that person. (Well, yeah after knowing the person for some time). This time it's different. Again, I'm opening up opportunities for my heart to taste new heartbreaks and wounds. 

My hobby is 'reading' others' posts on social media/ network. But this time I'm really taken aback for not being able to find this person on the net. Maybe I have too many blogger friends or friends who really enjoyed sharing their life and thoughts publicly. Thus, I was not expecting this and I was mad, like really mad. Unimaginably. But, yeah. My friends know me too well. They knew I was furious, so they kept comforting me and give some thoughts too. I'm becoming more anxious and can't make up my mind. Though.. and the thoughts are differ according to gender and status.

"My body say let's go, but my heart say no." -  or is it the other way round? 

The truth is, the butterflies and moths are flying again. In that jar. After a quite while. 
It's different from this previous go-lucky 2 years. For some reasons, it's quite similar to what I had last 6 years. 

Alas, this may or might be not it. 

But, what's wrong with hoping and praying for the best kan?

Thank you ❤

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Life update

Assalamualaikum 0118 17 June 2015

In the past two days, the time seems moving too fast for my pace. Is it me who acted so sloth-ly or what? It's already 0118 and am still doing laundry. Ai.. ngantukla..

Last night I cooked whatever recipe using soy sauce and had it with some warm rice and serunding bilis brought by my mom. She's here with ayah for a short course in ILSAS. Hehe. Miss ya already. Padahal baru je jumpa. Standard.

Ayah commented on my new instant button headscarf. Hehe. He kinda like it. Simple dia kata. I am a happy chick. Still can't get over it. X boleh move on. I like the tudung too. Rasa ni la kot the only instant tudung yg best yang boleh terima dalam banyak2 design Kat dunia. Poyo ranger. :p

Pagi ni ada birthday party kt office harap boleh bangun awal tuk beli karipap. Lady boss suka sgt karipap.

Last weekend I was having great time with my sister cousin nana. She lives in manjung. She wanted to have a really thorough look on what jalan tar and masjid India has to offer. We actually booked  a hotel very close to the Saturday's pasar malam area. Poyo kan. We were on leave that last Friday. I feel like have been on a-week vacation. I think that's the power of sleeping outside of your home. Just to have a different environment as a retreat. To refresh your mind. Luckily, my office handphone did not rang of any work-related calls and messages. Alhamdulillah  really. I feel at ease.

So this cousin of mine spent a few hundreds on tudung and other accessories. She's been saving while dreaming for this trip to happen. Lawak je.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Bersama bp

Assalamualaikum 9 June 2015 2237

Malam ni makan mi tarik bersama Wawa dan rahim.

"Rasa bagai ditarik-tarik," komen Wawa.

Sekarang berada di pejabat rahim di y***.my :p

Comel gak pejabat kekecik ni. Livable. I can say that. Kalau tinggal di sini pun x jadi hal. Oh. Jatuh cinta pula dgn office ni. :p

Tapi macam akan tido je instead of buat keje. Hahahaha..