an email from my lecturer
I've been browsing through my eamil inbox today and found many things which i really forgetten or tried to forget. most of them are some neglected messages from my friends and some others are forwarded messages which i cannot dare to dispose. some of them are from prof ismawi. this is one of the replies he sent on September 5, two years back.
How are you Kak Long? How's your sem break? I'm hoping to see you more active in the studio. Be a leader. Don't be in other peoples' shadows all the time. If you have problem, discuss it. Remember: SUCCESS ONLY COMES IF YOU DESPERATELY WANT IT.
can i be like what he's hoping to see? i always thought that I've been not good enough.. u see, he didn't even address me as kak long during the iftar in kaed recently. not even calling my name or call me a 'student'. it's a bit sad for me.